Well, here is my tumblr.

is my TUMBLARITY at 0?

im not listing to you

so stop trying

its spring finals 09′ and I’m slacking and eating badly. Dunno if the two are related.
this summer looks to be very fun, that is i if i can get a roommate and find a place , something i should have done a while ago but didn’t.
in the time between my last post i have got an enemy , made new friends , expanded my views , failed a class, got in to Scott Pillgrim , got 75 bucks in Amazon.com creds ( need to spend that …) going to yoga ( well not at the moment ) , took a class that i liked , started on my minor , got a D80, got my self in between a couple ,and other stuff.
yeah its kinda allot

and i have soo much else to do

its so interesting being with friends, i might have to get out more

my room has become too small and isolated. so fuck it i can do better and i will hopefully .
and to that one girl no not you sam ,  the girl who tries to help but always ends up screwing up , screw you , screw you hard.

and now for finals

not a good time to have stress in my life , need a vacation , badly

thebulletgirl:

salishear:

is it like some sort of game ? with scores and all?

No, its a way to pinpoint exactly why your blog fails at life.

I’m at 15. You?

same, we both fail

is it like some sort of game ? with scores and all?

it turned out to be a misunderstanding

still stings

happy feeling went away bout 5 mins after the last post back to depression and darkness god i hate that

thebulletgirl:

salishear:

WAS AWESOME !!!!!!!

I saw Star Trek with some friends and it was FUCKING AWESOME!! We dressed up in Starfleet uniforms and got our pic taken with a baby . then on Sat we watched SNL and Super Troopers.

When I look back this will be the weekend where i decided to try to live on my own rules and not on my parents. that said im thinking of starting to drink.

I dont know how wil that go , but I really dont care . I just want to see what will happen

I really need to relax before finals and find a place for summer

Star Trek good. Drinking bad. Stick to redbull, maybe…

I’m glad things are starting to work out for you :)

thanks ,its finals so i dont know how long that will last

the drinking , hey its college time do to things that you wouldn’t do normally …

WAS AWESOME !!!!!!!

I saw Star Trek with some friends and it was FUCKING AWESOME!! We dressed up in Starfleet uniforms and got our pic taken with a baby . then on Sat we watched SNL and Super Troopers.

When I look back this will be the weekend where i decided to try to live on my own rules and not on my parents. that said im thinking of starting to drink.

I dont know how wil that go , but I really dont care . I just want to see what will happen

I really need to relax before finals and find a place for summer

mascarah:

…that I am running down the stairs at the West 4th subway station, late for work, and I fall down the entire flight of concrete stairs. When I wake up I’m not in NYC anymore, but somewhere in California on a beach, where I’m told that I’m not living in the city anymore. What does this mean? Do you have any recurring dreams?

It*   sorry I’m a really bad speller

I am kinda screwed with finals, tests, and projects. Well, not so screwed, its all very easy and could sit down and concentrate for more that 5 mins.

Damn ADHD, you are finally winning after all these years , I need to go to a doc , it’s getting worse , it hasn’t been this bad in years. I’m trying to do the best I can, but dunno really. If I can get an honest days work in I can finish everything . Now just to find that day….

Other  that that , I’m trying to calm down and relax so I wont go in to a fit. I tend to over think things to a really bad point. I really shouldn’t but I do and it’s annoying.

and I really need to find the courage to ask this one girl out, but I have horrible luck with womyn , laughably bad.

I really need to get back to yoga, it’s really relaxing and good excise.