I need to be kind, polite, professional, and open to criticism.
I got to stop saying that I’m fuck up form high school and such. Everyone is.
I know my faults, and I know how to fix them.
I just have to do it, the only thing stopping me is myself.
and this somewhat comfy bed.
But mostly myself.
Yeah, it’s a recurring thing in my life. Someone once nickednamed me “excuses” for obvious reasons. I use them way to much, so I can cover my ass, but in the end I’m just an ass.
You’re right, I need to stop using it as a crutch to fall back on when I screw up. I need to take responsibly for my actions, since in the end I’m responsible for myself.
and I’m hungry.
I need to still read math, and decide if I need to drop a party scene, where the lead asks the girl out, but it seems like redundant. I can just have him ask her after class, or somewhere else.
Then again it seems like a nice break from the classroom.
We’ll see…
Yeah, I guess thats true. I know that I’m a jerk sometimes, and I feel bad for it. I know I’ve pissed off people and I’m paying for it, especially at school.
I need to be more self aware about my actions I guess. Also shake of this persecution complex that I have.
One,I’m 24.
Two: I have a lot of psychological problems that keeps me from connecting to/reading people. I just started working on them after ignoring it for years. It’s not something that you can turn off like a switch, it takes time and counseling. Things like flirting might come naturally to you but for me it’s a learned skill. Yah,I’m insecure but who isn’t really? Confidence in myself is something new to me, since I had mine torn out over the years.
Three: I kinda have food allergies, so I can’t really have a drunken make out at a party or such.
I kinda felt it was too aggressive, mostly because it was the first email I read when I woke up. Also I’m slightly hungover and just took a Ritalin and drank a cappuccino, so I’m kinda high/hyper.
I know that they had good points in the end,and I maybe was too aggressive in my response, but I’m trying to find a balance between being a pushover and standing my ground. I’m not naturally like that, but I’m tired of being treated like fool.
I keep meaning to try to turn it off, but I keep forgetting.
One. Fuck off.
Two, yeah well I like to be honest about myself. I don’t want to give a false image about myself, I mean in online dating, you get a lot of guys overstating themselves and when girls meet them, they are sometimes disappointed. I rather list my fails and then as they get to know me they see the awesome things about me. So, it’s a surprise along the way.
Three: My profile is crap, I didn’t put any effort in to it and I haven’t bothered really.
4. She’s a photographer, so it’s kinda relevant.
5. I was drunk.
6. fuck off
7. I’ve been told a few times, despite my insecurities , I would make a good boyfriend.
8. and finally fuck of.
