Well, here is my tumblr.

Well, I need to do a lot of things, but getting a date is on there. I just don’t know how to go about it honestly, or judge if the other person has interest in me that way. 

I have other things that stand in for a healthy social life, mostly netflix and internet. Two things that impede a health social life, come to think. I know relationships are hard and can leave a person broken, which is something that I’m scared of, but I guess everyone is.

Then again, they are also fun. 

I feel suck in my place,my apartment that is.Dunno if it’s thats a sign to get out more or get a bigger place. A bigger place does sound pretty nice right now, maybe something with a living room so I can finally get a couch and more bookshelves. Or even a Hi-Fi. 

At this point, getting a nicer place is a lot easier for me than getting a SO. Also easier than passing some of my classes.

I should get on top of the classes thing. 

Meh, I’m really tied right now and I’m slightly scared to fall asleep, then over sleep , which will miss my class and head doc appointment. 

And then get chewed out by my parents who are under enough stress already. 

I hate what I let myself do. It might not be good, hating oneself, but I know what I’m doing wrong.

 I need to sleep.