Well, I need to do a lot of things, but getting a date is on there. I just don’t know how to go about it honestly, or judge if the other person has interest in me that way.
I have other things that stand in for a healthy social life, mostly netflix and internet. Two things that impede a health social life, come to think. I know relationships are hard and can leave a person broken, which is something that I’m scared of, but I guess everyone is.
Then again, they are also fun.
I feel suck in my place,my apartment that is.Dunno if it’s thats a sign to get out more or get a bigger place. A bigger place does sound pretty nice right now, maybe something with a living room so I can finally get a couch and more bookshelves. Or even a Hi-Fi.
At this point, getting a nicer place is a lot easier for me than getting a SO. Also easier than passing some of my classes.
I should get on top of the classes thing.
Meh, I’m really tied right now and I’m slightly scared to fall asleep, then over sleep , which will miss my class and head doc appointment.
And then get chewed out by my parents who are under enough stress already.
I hate what I let myself do. It might not be good, hating oneself, but I know what I’m doing wrong.
I need to sleep.
First NBC didn’t order Ron D. Moore( The guy who revamped BSG) new show which looked/sounded like Harry Potter meets Law&Oder and picked up something that is similar but not as good, Grimm
Then Fox didn’t order the adaptation of the comic series Locke & Key (which I need to read) but picked up something similar, American Horror Story.
Now that NBC is pulling Community and Prime Suspect (which is getting good) and the delay of the BSG: Blood and Chrome and last years late night fiasco and the death of Law&Order original and LA, Southland, and Life is making me wonder who got fired/died at NBC? Seriously, a few years ago they had one of the best shows on TV (BSG) then as soon as that ended the entire network just got dumb. There are a lot of other examples of poor decision making( the Apple dispute and Heroes) that I won’t go over, but it really is strange that they are killing off their most promising and respected shows just when they kinda hit the top in terms of quality.
Hell, Whitney is not even on the first page of Hulu’s most popular tv shows.